Do not allow other people dictate the person that you should be. Be happy with the person that you are today. If you look closely, there are probably a million things that you can be grateful for. You only need to embrace the life that was given to you. The more you love yourself, the more you can relate with and follow through with your vocation.
Do not hate yourself because you are different from the people around you.We are all special beings that God wishes the best for. Embrace the person that God made you to be and appreciate the life that you have. If you are unable to accept yourself for who you are, you will not be able to follow a higher calling.